One word, one world

Dear every friend of mine,
This is very sorry to write down such a letter for you with a terrible feeling. I'm very boring, because there is a lots of troubles around me, of cause, it cannot deal with easily. Actually it is hard to say but I have to do so.
From a "relationship", I begain to start my "trip", which has caused so many troubles. Recently one of that make me more and more understanding, and sometimes I doubet that whether me is me? Of cause, this is a trueth, but however, I change a lot.
After a word --- "People will change now and then." --- I begain to face a slience word, and nobody noticed me (or there are, I didn't noticed them.). Until my lovely friend Peter begain to write some article about our past, my mind waked up, in fact, I begain to consider my future, and put a real end in my blog, and begain to do myself.
There are many friends as myself around me, it makes my terrible feeling stronger and stronger. Sky or Heaven is so dark that I cannot see any light get though it. Although I still love it, it cannot bring me anymore except for cleaning my heart. Only in the sunshine will I understand more, and I try to say some to summarize all the things:
Human, including man and women, have a complex mind and logic, which they use to describe, think and determind things, actually it sometimes is fatal error! In front of our lover, they can easily be full of  false mind, which may causes many troubles when they are studying and working. To avoid it, they often choose a way which can make things more terrible, and then, they will said "my heart is broken". But remember, when we get some, we must lose more! And as my word to Peter, we get together, we have the world!

Best Regards,
Wei CHEN, Your best friend