It tore my night.I can't even breath, unaware of what to do .I've not been so tired for long ,wishing that I'd never been born.
    I nearly despared of everything ,with no hope in my heart,no belief. Yes,I am a person  without any belief.
    I have no one to turn to , even the one who would just listen to me when I what to      unbosom myself. I can't pull myself to trust any one, and no one deserve.
    So confused that I don't know how to overcome it. God won't tell me what shall I do, so
won't Jesus. Poor as I am ,they will not have pity on me.
    I love my keyboard,the only one who could understand me and express my feelings exactly.
    These words, forgotten after this night.