March 25th, 2013

　　Listless, dirty, tired and fretful, those are the words used to describe my condition right now.

　　In fact, I have been fretful for one and a half days, since I came back to my room with wet shoes, wet coat and wet bag last afternoon. Oh, no, actually it was since I walked out of the room to send those things. It was rainy. The dumpling was hard to buy though I finally bought it from the FamilyMart in the library. The god damn bicycle became malfunctioned and difficult to rode since I went through the gate of that college. The cellphone rang when I had no hand to answer. All things seemed strangely difficult to me. Maybe it predicted that I shouldn't go on that day. Finally, the prediction came true. We broke up in discord. I don't want to write down the reason because I think it is so ridiculous that I can hardly write it down. In a word, I spent my energy, my time and my hope only get back anger and disappointment.

　　How sad that one simple discord can defeat thousands of sweet memories. One moment ago there was careness and happiness, after that insignificant shit every thing changed to scilence and indifference. Is that my fault? Maybe I should take some responsibility that I should appear in that college only if she doesn't feel embarrass and nervous with me.

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listless：having no energy, vitality or enthusiasm 倦怠的; 无精打采的; 冷淡的
dirty：在这里使用容易引起歧义...
fretful：irritable or complaining, esp because unhappy or worried 烦躁的, 发牢骚的（尤指因不愉快或烦恼）
one and a half days-->one day and a half
to send those things-->to deliver those things
became malfunctioned-->was out of order
dumpling-->steamed stuffed bun
predicted-->indicated
the prediction came true.-->the indication was proved to be correct.
break up in discord：part / break up /end / disperse in discord / with ill feelings / anger 不欢而散
One moment ago...after that...--> One minute... and the next minute...
　　One minute the atmosphere was filled with care and happiness and the next minute it changed to be scilent and indifferent by the reason of insignificant shit.

转载于:https://www.cnblogs.com/RoyCNNK/archive/2013/03/25/2981575.html