自己都不坚强，又有谁会在意

常常在想，如果自己不那么倔强，现在的自己会不会好过些。不用总是扛着不符年龄的包袱，什么事都自己抗，偶尔像个孩子依偎在别人的庇护下，会不会就不会像现在这么累？可是我就是我，不想靠别人。

　　如果自己都不坚强，怎么能够奢求别人，自己都不爱惜自己，怎能祈求别人会珍惜。想着想着，就像是为自己的汉子精神找了个理由，于是现在的我很累。

　　翻开昔日的旧照片，看着曾经的便条，那些天真的岁月，都好像埋在了昨天。路再难走，我也不会停下脚步，奢望别人回来帮我。究竟是时间变了，还是我变了。沉默，孤独。

　　有时候我真的希望可以有一个肩膀做我的依靠，可是后来我长大了额、什么事我自己也可以的时候，我才觉得那些美好的爱情只存在电视剧里，那些浪漫的情景不过只是我们美好的想象，只能做梦去想象的美好。而现实总是会给你的童话打了个折扣，甚至面目全非，除了自己，我不知道我还可以去相信谁。

　　自己都不坚强，又怎么奢望别人会为自己停下脚步、

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