If you want to make a different , you must do something different.Different from others and the old yourselfe you addicited in.You must change yourself.
Didn't you see the guys speak fluent english in class with a foreigner?How about yourself ,awkard oral ability,full eyes of unknown words.
You must change yourselfe.Not the pages you read,the numbers of books you read .They are only figures,you must pay more attentions on the fundamental values--what you really get.
Change youselfe,from the moment on