i know it's too late to say sth

  i wanna say sth to u tonight. but i don't have enough courage and any chance. though i do send message to u. but i don't know how to open the talking topic. i just can't be brave.

  i will go to SiChuan in a short time. i don't wanna leave pity. but i have to go home.and i have many thing to do. what can i do?

  this has made me blue for a long time. i don't wanna be blue any more.

  i am going to find a opportunity to tell u sth. Maybe we can communicate in English letter in the summer holiday.

  u say u have to pratice in the GuandDong Television Station for one month, and u will go travelling after that. it seems that u will be happy in summer holiday. i do image myself as the favorite of the oppsosite sex.

  and remember my aim. to be a programmer! do remember everytime. not to be affected by others and the surrounding.

  to be yourself. to do what u should do. and to remember what u have to do.

  just do it.