Needs

Unbelievable! I gradully find I have a terrible life in this time, it is too hard to get everything. Actually, when I try to think of a question, I am often disturbed by my terrible mind, I don't know why, and I think no one can tell me the reason. Sometimes I love to look forward, because it is really valueable to meet every challenage, and win it! But, I'm afraid to look backward although there are more valueable things. In my mind, people who love me always stands at my back, and never want to show their real to me, in other words, they like "hidden". It's my lack what I almost cannot to stand in front of the challenage comes from "love", as a result, I often lose more which I don't want to lose, and this situation is still going on now.
Various culture make girls crazy, and most of them think that in their life, there will be a boy who hold beautiful flowers and have amazing words to say to themselves. But we live in a real world, not a SOAP PLAY, we must consider every part of one thing. So cheer up, my baby!
Me, a kindness boy I think, but without a real love. I just look like a grass which grow in a dark corner of the world silently, trying to gain more sunshine, but it is still a willing. When I am free, I also like to stear at the heaven silently, because I think there will be a girl who waits for me for a long time, and I wish there will be a rainbow to take me to the front of my girl! Now I still cannot determind whether it is a dream or not.