I was always a good students, and hard-working girl. And I never allow myself to fall behind with others. But now, I don't know what happened to me, laziness, idleness all come to me. I become a common girl instead of special girl. Most importance is being number.
My seniorn middle school and univercity life are not good for me. During that time, I know study is not only thing in life. Life must be harmony, We must be balance in everything like love, family, work and etc.
I just want to devote all my life to computere sience and technology work. I'm intersted in it. But I haven't happened to complex and difficult problem. And I can make achivement for this part. I haven't forget my thesis master's despized eye. He thought I am not good enough for progaramming. But at last I make a project and prove him I'm not a trashy person.
I'm afraid I will be back to that status in future. The only way is that I must make a self-study from now on. I'm no longer a student but a employer. I must make myself clever enough to apply company development. If not like, else I woud lost my job one day.