Today is October the twenty-sixth. It's much colder now.
I couldn't still foget the affair with her. I just want to be married.
When a man feels cold, he would probably thought about his home, family maybe better.
But today, I found that sometime I could control myself to some extend.
I began to be able to lost in studying.
I think it a good.
It would be my third diary.
Good luck.
May the dream come true.