A summary of the first semester

     I wirte this article for threereasons, one for a friend who once chatted with me and said 'you qzone is as blank as a A4 paper, i don't know what the hell kind of person are you.' Actually,it's a good suggestion and i will accept it without any hesitation. And,my friend,try to understand me through my essay and i always think character is a good way to express your feeling and i believe the soulmate thing as well. The second explanation is i really want to write something about the life of this  first postgraduate term. Just like the friend who always ponder the daily things on every night , i also like reflecting  on the daily things i have  done, no matter i did it perfect or terrible, because it will make it better when i meet the same problem the second time and deal with it in a more excellent way. Third, i want to keep practice my english and writing seems like a good way to reinforce it. And this is a important factor, don't overlook this tiny aspects, like reading ability, your english level, how many words can you type in one minute etc. Success depends on those tiny details, and i want to agree it like many movie lines writes :'This is goddamn right! '(Forrest Gump:god damn it,Gump, you are a goddamn genius.That's the most understanding answer i've ever heard.)
     I mention many things don't relate to the title, let's cut the crap(you can call it bullshit as well) and get to the point. There are only fortnight before this term ends.We can always hear this: there's ups and downs during my life, but i want to say:there is just downs during this year. Sometimes i thinks i am really a miserable man who suffer from various sorts of trouble. But luckily, i strive to live in a postive way and get through the difficulties.I don't want to mention these unhappy moments for me but the conclusion i get is i have a real and real worst luck this year and then i don't  even complain shit happens to me. Look back to the nearly five months, the first thing i want to say is i don't sleep well and it bothers me almost the majority of this term, maybe i have caught a insomnia but i don't know why and i just want to normal sleep as a average person and it's just  so difficult to me. But i need to thanks for this insomnia so i can have more time to learn more knowledge. so the second point is i reap the benefit and learns a lot this semester, once i weigh the cons and pros between this two, i get confused, there's no doubt insomnia do harm to the health but i do enjoy  the result of learning. Just like many people says: this is  pain and pleasure. Maybe the right thing i should do it's adjust the schedule for learing and resting.And i will give a shot for this.
    I want to talk about the love stuff, and i am not shy to talk about it and if it attracts your attention we can discuss about that. There are three external themes for human beings,there are love , death and war. Death and war seems far from my age and which country i am in. Then there is only love that i can share with you. One girl friend(not girlfriend,a female friend) ask me why don't you pursue for your One. I remembered i told her that was i thought as a student, the first thing that i should do is learning and i will not intent to pursue for the love,waiting for this thing natural happens and i will follow the god's order(of course it's just a  funny saying,the truth is that i don't have anyreligion belief).I am a frank person and i hate behaving in a way different from what you really thinks(but you know how hard it is when you in china). And if i like you, i am not afraid to say i like you, and i do think this is a natural thing that we shouldn't pretend it's not. If you turn me down(please pay attention to the way you turn people down,it can reflect many things), it's just another very normal thing, maybe i will regret for not owning you for a while but we will move on our own life.And that is life,sometimes we just don't have a choice,hurting the people really love you and care about you and looking for the one who don't give aglimpse on you, how sad that is and maybe inevitable.

    That's all,thank you.If there's any problem, pls point it out, if you have any suggestion and advice,pls contact me.

    

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