Today I watch the very very famous film Schindler's List. I was shocked by the story.
I like the character Schindler, he know how to deal with the problem about money and conscience. He know how to make money and have a good taste on good food, good wine, good clothes and good-looking woman. This is a perfect man. It's my idol, my hero. Like Rhett Butler in the GONE WITH THE WIND.
I was troubled in mind by the fact that I did the wrong thing with Lew. -I don't know how to face this kind of thing. Maybe Schindler point the way to me. What need to do is not to regret about the thing I have done, but to advance my ability to make good money. That means, I should do well with my work. -Digital Image Process, or Programming, or to be a official.