英语随笔，发散了 3.10

  i want to  share sth about healthy problems with u during my senior high school first,but  later,i thought  it is pretty sad .so i decide to talk about some interesting or meaningful stories during my hard senior school time 

i remember when i was the last time in the senior high school to have a rest at noon, i did not sleep at all . i just stand in the corner of the classroom,and then just saw the guys sleeping.i knew it was the last time that we could sleep in the same classroom,in that time,i just felt a little wired,i did not know why.i also took a picture which was just involed two desks and two chairs,because i thought maybe we would have no chance to have a picture ,i also did some wrong things.

ok ,i said goodbye to my playground ,the playground was not the ones that happend many things,but i still wanted to say goodbye to it .i can not help to think about anything about u when i saw the playground,whatever the first time or even the last time i could see the playground.ok,when i went to the school the last time in order to take some books,i saw many guys under our floors, maybe when i was younger, i just liked them to saw the older students .i saw the anxious , nervous and many sad feelings from their eyes, maybe the feelings were something i had before.i did not look back the school when i walked out of the school. i finally finished the fucking life.i finally alive .

ok ,i can not remember something interesting ,because the things in that environment could not be full of happiness,they might fixed with something sad.

ok ,last time i just said  i might not suitable to have a boyfriend.i hope there will be no people i knew ,or it will be a little embarrassment.what is my type ,i also want to know.maybe a guy who like to playing sports ,it doe not mean he need to good at it ,just have fun or he intos it.i think the guy who love to smile is beautiful.lamooo.i wish he is strict about himself,and depend on himself,and have a power to move on ,and just love the only girl.ok ,just say it casually. 

during these time i am learning the fucking japanese,it was the fucking difficult thing for me to remember the words, oh no! fucking 

ok ,i want to say about healthy problems,but it may be very long ,so i decide to find another time to write it.

it is raining outside,i want to go outside and then talk with my friends in english ,but oh no i can not or i will get dirty .wuwuwwu