Diary Today

一个月了，心态逐渐恢复平和，慢慢接受了现实，不再幻想着挽回那段已经不属于我的爱情。

是时候发起对人生目标的冲击了，需要高强度的学习和工作才能在残酷的竞争中占地一席之地。因此从现在开始，

给自己一个目标，近而给自己一个时间表。我想一切都还来得及。借用发哥的一句话：成功，我才刚上路呢！

 

今天看了那篇“一万个小时练习”的文章，颇有感触，文章中的观点与我的观察和感受不谋而合，就是任何伟大的成功都来自于高强度的

反复练习以及高度的专注力。回想自己这几年的岁月，很多次的决心，也很多次的半途而废。很多知识和技术从来都没有深入

去学习过，习惯性地回避困难的部分，因此始终停留在初级阶段，没能让自己成为有独特优势的人，一个真正有实力的人，出类拔萃的人，反而在置身于那些平平之人中时，逐渐迷失了自我，丢失了激情，甚至借口自己不时候搞技术云云。

 

英语，技术，说起来其实都是最容易学习的东西，需要的只是时间的投入和有效的学习方法。本身并没有高深的知识和对天赋的特殊要求。所以

这对我来说，是幸运的，我承认自己不是一个资质平平的人，但我不承认自己是一个懒惰的人，不承认自己是一个没有追求的人，更加不应该在现实中自证这些我所唾弃的恶习。

 

 

One month has passed since our break-up. I am now tring to draw myself back to the real world day by day. I won't ever attemp to salvage  our relationship any more.

 

At present, it's high time for me to look forward and to chase my dream. I know I will never reach that without intense study and work.

So from now on, I need to set my goal again and work out a schedule for it. Just as FaGe said: I am just on the way of success!

 

Today I read an article "practice ten thousands of times". The idea it conveyed is that all the stories of successful persons are composed of large sums of intense practice. Success has hardly anything to do with IQ or talent in most cases.Instead, it depends on the time you devoted and how much attention you can concentrate on a particular thing.

 

As to myself, I feel really regretful and ashamed that I have quit for quite a lot of times whenever I was studying something. I have never tried to learn things in-depth but only enjoy myself in the easy part, refusing to learn those harder parts.  Therefore, I fail to make myself outstanding and thus have no edge over others. Among those average persons. I find myself nothing special and lose myself over time.

 

But it would never be late if you are conscious of your problem.

 

Fortunately, both English and computer tech are the subjects that are fairly easy to learn, compared with other subjects. To master them, you just need to spend your time on them.  I have to admit that I am not a person with hight IQ. But I refuse to accept I am a lazy man or a man with no dream. How ridiculous if ever I testify myself to be a sort of man I hate so much?