Raiden is dead!!!

Raiden is my dog's name.He is 4 years old.My father give me a call and tell me that raiden is die yesterday night.Im cried~I never cried big enough like this,even my grandfather 's funeral.Fuck ,world!!You son of biach took my bro away from me.I wanna fucking kill someone right now~shit,what the hell in this fucking world?

Raiden did attacke me before just one time.He thought he would attack someone else,but accidentally injure to my arm.As old Injun said,"If the animal makes some blood from you,then you are one."I never find out a man who character same as me.But  almostly raiden really did it.I remind Jill told me "you love dog more than human" when I wrote here.OK,thats it~

Dont blame me that I speak a lot of dirty words today if you wanna blame my words when you visiting my blog~I believe the Lord Jesus will forgive me this time.I hope raiden is waiting for me in heaven.I will stick to busting my ass to glory to God within my job  in the future.
I was listening a song almost 10 times today.SwitchFoot,Beautiful Letdown:

It was a beautiful letdown
When I crashed and burned
When I found myself alone
Unknown and hurt
It was a beautiful letdown
The day I knew
That all the riches this world had to offer me
Would never do

In a world full of bitter pain
And bitter doubts
I was trying so hard to fit in
Fit in, until I found out

I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
I will carry a cross and a song
Where I don't belong
I don't belong

It was a beautiful letdown
When You found me here
Yeah, for once in a rare blue moon
I see everything clear
I'll be a beautiful letdown
That's what I'll forever be
And though it may cost my soul
I'll sing for free

We're still chasing our tails
In the rising sun
In our dark water planet still spinning
In a direction no one wins
No one's won.

See, I don't belong here (I don't belong)
Well, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I will carry a cross
With a song where I don't belong
I don't belong
I don't belong here (I don't belong)
No, I don't belong here, I don't belong
I'm gonna set sight
And set sail
For the kingdom come, kingdom come
Your kingdom come
Won't you let me down, yeah
Let my foolish pride forever let me down

Ah, Easy living, you're not much like the name
Easy dying, you look just about the same
Would you please take me off your list
Easy living please c'mon and let me down

We are a beautiful letdown
Painfully uncool
The church of the dropouts
The losers, the sinners, the failures, and the fools
What a beautiful letdown
Are we salt in the wound
Hey, let us sing one true tune

I don't belong here (I don't belong)
It feels like I don't belong here, yeah
It goes like I don't belong here
I don't belong (I don't belong)
Won't you let me down (I don't belong)
C'mon and let me down (I don't belong)
You always let me down (I don't belong)
So glad that I'm let down (I don't belong)
C'mon and let me down (I don't belong)
'Cause I don't belong here
Won't you let me down!