I don't want write anything tonight...

I felt not good  but not bad too, so I don't want write anything tonighs.
I thought I should make some time for myself to think about myself, it was a long time for I hadn't thought about myself since my college life finished. The world is very complex for me in my mind, and there are many types of people in this world, but what will the one I to be? I don't know. And you?
Busyness in our life force us to spend most time to work and relax. It is difficult for us to spend some time to think about somethings about ourselves. And we don't have time to share it with our families. But Why has it happend? What can we do with it? It is valuable for us to think of it.