思念永无止境

When you waved goodbye to me, I had no idea whether to leave you eternally. Missing you has become indispensable part of my life. I have the faintest idea whether you share the same feelings with me. Something like love is provoking my deepest emotion in my heart.

          Every night, barely can I fall into sleep, for I am missing you every second. I do not know whether there is an end for such kind of missing. All I know is that I am deeply fond of this feeling, because you are deeply rooted in my mind. If you wanna ask me what this feeling is, I have to tell you that I do not know either. I will feel terribly upset if I cannot hear you voice now and then and will be wondering what you are doing. I go all out to persuade myself not to disturb you, but I still cannot help calling you and greeting you. I do not know whether there is someone breaking your heart, or whether there is someone playing with your love, whether there is someone ignoring your sorrows and happiness. It is sweet deep down my heart to miss you and imagine your constant light pace.

         When the night falls and covers me with a black coat, I will blend my miss and wishes into the coat, thinking whether to close my eyes to imagine your delicate face, or look to the remote lamps to miss your smile. Finally I choose to lie down and close my eyes to imagine your beauty, falling into sleep unconsciously. In my dream your smile is so fresh and clear. I got to know that I have become a prisoner of your love. In front of you, I am no longer brave and aggressive. I am merely standing still and waiting for your response. I wish you could place me in your heart to the full! Since then I will feel great panic at your tears and your waiting solitarily.

        As long as you can laugh to your heart’s content, I am willing to receive any punishment from you. I will be obedient to you and do all I can to please you. I would like to sing, dance, exclaim and wait for you! Your happiness is my biggest comfort, and I will move mountain and earth to win your smile!