Snow Crash

When i pick up those old pictures, I found myself was always laughing, so enjoy, so happy, but that was just a memory, things will never come back, right ?

It's the coldest winter i ever had, sometimes, i stretch to the source of everythin', every little thing, what i was born for ? what i'm doing now ? how my future will be ? i don't know. Tempreture is low, but lower my heart, never been in this way.

24 years old man should carry out all his plan on life, so do i, i started to, but the start seems to be so difficult, life isn't easy, but never thought it would be so tough, like a rock.

When i'm looking around, i found no friends, no archievements, nothin', all i have is a paradise in my dream, but it's not beautiful, why it's in this way ?

This is just a begin, but it looks like the longest nightmare i ever had, i wanna escape, how ?

I wonder how long i can hold on ?