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I never imagine the feeling of losing ss before because I think he must be besides me all my life.

I always said good-bye to him but I know that I never want to separate with him.

I don't know whether my choice is right or not. I told him that he has no chance to be with me yesterday.

I can see the anger and despair in his eyes at that moment, in his black and big eyes I only can see heartthrob before.

He left me alone on the street once more with his back and quick footsteps

I can’t imagine how he can return to his school in such a dark and cold night with broken heart broken by me again and again

Ss, you are a brave man, you always a brave man in my eyes. Please stand up and forget yy, who is only a cruel and selfish girl

I hurt you today and tomorrow I will be hurt by others. Please never feel unfair because the world is a fair world .All the things and all the people

will get its punishment or repayment. You must get repayment because of your love to me and to my families all the time.

 Dear ss, I will always miss you in my rest of my life. But I have no love to give you , I left my heart at a corner of another man

7 years passed . We all grow up these years. I can never see your face without mustache

Wish you to have a good job in the future. Believe yourself and you will be the best.

I only dare to wirte this here. I should not disturb you and longer. Be good to yourself . Good-bye forever.