This diary is not for summarizing the achievement, it's about the things around my mind.
In the passed year, I was peaceful with no quarrel, no interference, no notion conflict and even no big ambition. I just wanted to know myself, it seemed I was in the way to be a Taoist.
During the most of that time, I was just thinking in different positions, thinking deeply about myself and other things until I even didn't know what's wrong and what's right, what's bad and what's good, what's the proper things I should pursue and what's the true myself being. At the end of my mind, I told to myself loudly: I don't know! I don't know it!!
Finally I knew myself a lot, I understood life a lot; By that, I began to smile, to be happy and confident, to have enthusiasm, to aim at my own life target. No one else but me knew what's my temper, my character, my state, my spirit, my gift, my power, my anticipation and... It's very helpful if I know myself more, it shows clearly which things I should do and which won't. I gave up something and chose something to redress my own way.
--By Ross Wei @Jan 4 2013 Shanghai