宽容是怎么深入我心的

How I get forgiveness deeply into my heart. After an unexpected failure in the last football game of our school legue. I know that one to succeed contains a lot reasons, including people, history reasons, luck etc. Sometimes you can not change or control everything on your own in that moments.
Let me tell u what happened to me. Before the last game, we’ve won all the games against other institutions, meaning we’ll win even tied with our rival. It was really not an easy game, honestly speaking ,coz the reason of wheather, they scored a goal at very beginning. You can not imagine how desperatly I want this championship. In the first class meeting when I was an rookie in university, our new monitor give each of us an empty colourful paper, asking us to write down several wishes you wanna achieve in the following four years. Here is my list: first, TO be a postgradute; second, Learn my major courses well; third, learn more skills that I want to own;
last one, have a football trophy. I have been working on it for three yars. Our academic institution rank at tenth place when I joined this organization, absolutly a weak team. After a long term training, we thrived up a lot, nobody looked down on us. We are the hottest team winning the trophy. But now we are behind in this game. We being an unit to try our best to change the situation, finally, we got a oppotunity of penalty. I am the first penalty kicker in our team, but our captain wanted to be the Mr.key, so I gave it to him. He lost it. We lost it.
Atfer the game, I learned a lot principes. But most importantly, Nobody could suceed 100% after struggling but you will gain some after doing so. Forgiveness not only means to forgive others,but also to forgive ourselves if you indeed already try your best. Wish luck and diligence always with you.