speculate:猜测推断
i am just speculate
what's up with ? 是什么情况?
hold a candle to sth/sb。与xx相提并论
obsessed with xxx 痴迷于xxx
i am obsessed.
for retribution :为了防止报应
legit=legitimate 正儿八经的,合法的,实实在在的
in terms of =in regards to =when it comes to =在xx的方面
fatalistic attitude 听天由命的态度
tricky:棘手,复杂,难办
tempting:有诱惑力的