I'm loving my job,how to express myself?wow,it gives me many challenges,enlarges mine extension of knowledge so such,and the most improtant is,it's telling me way of thinking,way of living.
Maybe you won't believe,my company is very small,just like microsoft used to be,only few people here,but everyone is very powerful.Our game 3dbasketball,3dcombat and so on are one of the best 3d games interiorly,which is also saling in foreign countries.And we are developing the best 3dARPG now.
I like this feeling,four months ago,I'm just a everyman.I gave up some jobs thats would pay more salary,I gave up most of my playing time every evening,and the most suffering which I did my best to prevent,was I lost the one which I theasured and expected for many years.It's painful,but luckily I learned,understood why,learned to think more,not just thinking to show.I started to exercise myself again,started to reborn,not just spoken from my mouse as I did for some years.
The first greatman I respect,is my senior Chinese Teacher,JunZhao.He taught me why we need to think,why we need to learn philosophy.After that I changed,started to learn philosophy,buddhism,Socrates,Carnegie,from that on,I began to read,to learn how to change myself.But things went on as it did before.I didn't know why,until I graduated from my university,until I met my second boss.
The second greatman I respect and adore,is my boss YongzhiChen,he's so skillfull,so experienced,so powerful,and could analyse every domain in this world,really.Image if you have one minute in subway,what will you do?He will read absolutely.His interests is so extensive,from fantasy and science fiction,to philosophy,from economic principle to human society.I am extremely grateful to him.It's him who gives me directions,who taught me how to think,how to design,how to create,how to live,and how to work efficiently.
In the past one month,with my boss's help,I developed my first GUI engine,it's the badest one I've seen,aha.Also I finished my first script engine draft and demo.Today my first storage engine is complete.I'm so proud of it,I never image that could be finished by myself before I came here,really.
Now I get a new assignment,to finish our viewing frustum.My 3d computer graphics is poor,but I like it,it gives the feeling of struggle and confidence of victory.My life is full of challenges now ,I like it,this is what I expect,this is my dream,which I'm dreaming every day and night.