One day gotta change for my future

This is the first log for my Blog on my own words, i really need to write someting  to show my internal world to you guys, i want you guys know me more, i think it's my vital purpose to write this.

Recently,  i felt i became more and more impulsive to everyting, including my daily communication with my friends, who knew me much. Although they treat me very well, i always got so mean to everything. It's my big trouble for my future career.Sometimes, i don't  know what i should i do in my life and what i will be. I feel i get lost on my way to my dream.I am very worried about my present sitution. In fact, i have made many many plans for my daily life, but it got nowhere for a long time. It seems i am a  impatienct person. In my list, i should be passionate, optimistic, positive.but at the endi i am not but wasting the precious time,  getting more and more impulsive, worried ...

I got many decisions for the change, but there was no success every time.Right now i am a little bit frustrated with myself, but i don't think i lost the confidence that's in my deep heart. I think it's high time to make a great change at present.i am sure i will :)