No rule we could follow for ever.



Recent year especially this year I mean the 2012 I did notachieve what I want but I could not say it is bad.

I hurt my hands and I need time to recover from the hurt.

Not only physically but mentally.

I went to the hospital today and ask doctor if I need totake the string out of my hand and he said no.

He even explained the details to me and told me the reasonbecause the bone is recovered and the strings do not need to support  then it won’t be dangerous whatever I do.

So I need not worry about it and use the hand as what it wasalthough I still could see the big scar.

I asked if there is any good way or post or medicine toremove the scar ,he told me it was too late to do it.

He was moved by his nice attitude.

He is expert and the attitude is very good and his word isvery confident.

The world is so nice after I heard his word.I also got a good mood.

I still remember when I go to the hospital near my home ,thedoctor said I need to take out but he lost the patient to explain why.he keephighlighting the importance of taking it out.

I said this do not mean I am very stubborn but because I gota lot of experience about the obvious cheating.

So that I need to analyze the word by myself from the differentangle.

Too many case I need to explain about it .

The lawer said the China is good place to practice .

Because there is ceritain rule to follow. Then what we needto do is to adjust ourselves and follow the rule.

What we need is to think out of box.do not hesitate to change.Change ourselves and change the rule.

Nothing could exist for ever.

Then I finically found what I write is no theme ,

But actually it is emphasis there is no rule we need tofollow even though someone or everyone we have.we do just like what we want andwe will get there.

And I still remember the lawer said do not do what we couldnot do .

We also keep sober and know what we could not do and weshould not do .only in this way our heart could keep calm and peaceful.

We need to keep the heart calm down this is the source ofthe happy.

No matter what we have if we could not manage our heart. We willdamage what we should have or will have.

 When I was young orwhen I just graduated from the university ,I had a lot of dream and want toimplement them with my hard work.

Now it seems I have made them true over my expectation.

What I need is new dream which could support me to do it.

In the sprits,I want to conquer English but I did not.

I enjoy the process of learning English but I still want toachieve what I could express myself clearly.

I could not do it even in Chinese then I agree it is notonly because the English.

I will join the new company I do not want to lose the superiority of   myselfand will keep learning.

It helps me to get happiness.

I felt bad when I filled in the form from the new company,

I found I even could not know how to spell some simple word.

but as long as I change and welcome change nothing I could not conquer.

Good luck to myself.

Henry.