Listening to the soften music, I could spent much time on the things that have happened to me. Recent events made me in trouble and especially always kept me out of mind, thus making it diffcult to focus myself on study. In the second half of past month, blogs have not been written for a couple of night. Several days after work, I felt exhausted and did want to do anything but to sleep. This life also make me terrible. And meanwhile, Maybe I really made a mistake on the matter of my feelings. What I did fell over many relatives and go against the God.
As a christian, it is clear that marriage should be put into hand of god, and your marriage should be prayed by the god. I have to say that, sometimes, people, whether smart or eliment, do some things that irriated the Lord. So being as christian, I should open the heard to god and refected on my beheaviors.In the next time, I should be take care of heart and be silent. Focus on my study and work.
Be holy, smart, and silent.