June 7th Wednesday 3:30 am
It's been 12 days since I resigned, with 8 days surfing, playing, idling, 3 days reading book.
Last night, I spent a long time writing a new version of resume for the purpose of going to ...(Wuhan).
I just want to go to a company with sophisticated developers.
However, goting to ... means:
(1) less salary
(2) go on with EJB2
As for me, it is a hard choice. Hibernate, Spring attracts me ever much stronger, I've just found the fun and convenience of using Eclipse.
Why i make the choice? What's the good of staying in Wuhan?
A murder just happened there, i'd just can't breathe at the news.
The 2nd problem is on my future. It's nearly a prediction that going to ...(at least 2 years) binds me to large company with heavy-wight technology.
Then is about the exam. I've just forgotten everything on Math, is it realistic striving for pass of Level I? If so, why i just insisted on preparing for the exam within 7 days in the year 2004? didn't i want to take the exam? or it is because now i am egar to take the exam better than before? or my math is better than before?
Let's just consider the following situation. There're 2 books laying on the desk. One is Mathematics, the other a new Java, which one is more attractive and meet my requirements it is more than obvious.
And my ever-lasting stubborn attitude towards exam! Will i take it serous?
All the aspects mentioned above is subjective! Finally momentum and determination, the last elements might be involved. It is a decision of lifetime. for me and my... For taking the exam, the earlier the better , but u r doomed to lose sth. at the very beginning.