8th October ,2020

today i suddently saw some blogs about mood.
actually i have been upsetting since the start of school.
i have a lot thing to do:my english,my job[most stressful].my algorithm.my CET 4 exam,my os final exam preparation.to make me worse,is my boss always call me to have a meeting ,i alwany say bad words in my heart,i feel overwhelm.he always let you quickly,he wants to get a result,but he dont know what i will get how much pressure.i have to start learning mini program ,thus i have to face 10 needs to solve.and my boss is waiting for me,these let me very anxious.i am a failure student
and not a good employee,i have some regret to do that i cant do.
these days,my boss’s call that all i didnt response,i feel stressful,i dont want a coin ,i dont want to be paied,i just want to stay up to learn qulicky and solve my job,and i can happy ,when my job is done,is my happy day,i finally understand why he flee.
because it is so stressful,i want to death ,i dont want to face.i dont think i have
programm experience,i just want escape,escape my boss and the hopeless job.
yes,i admit that i am so lazy and so guilty about my choose and all the things.
but i promise ,this month,i will only study mini programmm,and not do other things,i will have my job done.and i want to quickly escape.
before becoming a excellent people is very stressful and sadly,so insist on ,dont give up ,you will learn so much much!!cheer on!!!