Finally, I decide to write down my everyday in the blog. Time to time, there is an impuls in my heart to force me to do something. But acedia beat him always. Nevertheless, I still long for success, which in the job, English speaking, and life. I always dream to live freely and leisurely, but for now, I just understand what kind of life it is. The precondition is one must comply with some basic rules, or say custom. You can not live live promiscuously and self-indulgently. Ironically, I did like this exactly past many years. The good thing is, I realize the truth now.
As Kaifu Lee said, "The Internet is a tool, not a toy." He is definitely right. However, most people did it in the contrary way, including me. We took much long time on other things, no time left for our study and creating. Time makes change, and change could be progress. Yes, our life needs progress. Run back over the past, the advancement I made is really less than I expected. The time seems run over me. How many changes left for me to win again? I don't know very well. But waht I know is, it is good case at present.
Here is a good place I can found so far, where exsits technique and life. Take here as the begining, I will insist to write down my work, my life, my progress in English everyday. I hope I will be conditioned to writting although it is a tool to force me to keep working now.