第一次与她相见

     I have't written diary for years but I think that moment is worth to be kept forever. I hope I can hold it during my life.

    2008,03,09,11am, I get to her apartment. She is my schoolmate during junior school and we haven't met each other since graduation. She is not very beautiful but I have a special feeling when I first saw her. It's hard to express the feeling but comfortable ，farmilar and friendness. I don't know what feeling she had but this is what I had.I think I have fallen in love with her at first sight. The best news is that she hadn't got a boyfriend and the bad news is that I don't comminute with people so well . so I am afraid that i would miss her because of my inarticulate. This really puzzled me very much. I never had a feeling that I want to be with someone so strongly and so I am afraid of losing her. In a word,I am not so confident . How can I be her man. I really think that I have fallen in love with her even if we didn't know about each other too much. And this is why I write this diary. Because she is the girl that can make me discomposed. I don't know whether i can be with her or not but I really hope so.

God,please bless me this time. Thanks！