Withdraw my first and only offer

I've been struggling for days...

My visa problem kills me many chances. Still, this morning, I withdraw the offer from Garmin, my only onsite, and my only offer.

Although it's No.1 GPS in the US, although the benefit is good, although they promised to help me with my H1B, I still withdraw it... It's not my dream.  I had wasted 2 years in the US, seldom learned anything, except a degree.

These days, for Chinese students, it's no big deal of coming to the US, and studying here. I'm not a fan of America nor a fan of Green Card. In retrospect, what is the meaning of being here? 

 

I'm not regretful today, and I wish I have an offer tomorrow.