接近年底报告多,站在老板的角度看自己写的报告,实在有种看不下去的感觉,一点都不appealing:没有深度也没有广度,全是bull shit。
Anyway, 不能怪自己没有指导老师,这不是我考虑问题的方式,always complaining no progress.
来荷兰前8个月完成了星表仿真器的编写并debug and pass lofar pipeline. 申请sino-dutch exchange 和国家自然基金也占去2个月的时间。
来荷兰这三个半月:
首先数据库COPY BINARY INTO loading 只做了合并loading, 学会了valgrind/tomograph/dd/fio profiling(只是工具,功能用的也不多).
其次,GWAC pipeline最近开始和Bart正式调试了,细节问题很多,比如用什么distance公式,ON 还是WHERE……好在我先把基础打好make it through,所以
这个pipeline近期会有比较大的进展,不过一旦有了这个重头戏,毕业就算搞定了一半。
最后,期间精读了不少数据库的高质量论文,算是rudiments. 自学了machine learning和data mining的一些课程,但都是虎头蛇尾。
GWAC数据库系统搭建遥遥无期,渺茫无望。
发高质量paper也因此没有实质性进展。中间自己finished一篇国内core journal,但没有获得国内老板的发表许可。
圣诞期间要学的书单很多,recharge again heavily.
人家都说出来游学游学,应该到处玩,增长见识。可我这厢被任务重重包围一点都没有出头的希望,OMG, help me!
Last but not least, 今天Data Architecture一起出去paintball然后BBQ,和组里的人现在都比较能聊的来,尤其是
那个法国小男生Thibault, super talented in viola, piano, database and so many programming language,
每天收到200多封粉丝来信,发行CD,被乐队邀约在巴黎和加拿大演奏,为人还极其热情谦和助人为乐,哎,稀世珍宝,
简直就是宝玉再世。
还有今天Hannes跟我聊了很久Christianity, 他看起来比较苦闷,但是又不希望信主,因为信仰无法证明,他更详细science,
这个观点和Jennie是几乎一致的,经上记着说:罗马书1章
18 要知道,人用不公義抵擋真理,神的震怒就從天上顯明在人的一切不敬虔和不公義上。 19 實際上,有關神的事,人所能知道的,在他們裡面是清清楚楚的,因為神已經向他們顯明了。 20 原來,自從創世以來,神那不可見的本性,就是他永恆的大能和神性,都藉著所造之物,被人明白、被人看見,以致使人無法推諉。 21 所以人是已經知道神的,但是卻不把他當做神來榮耀他,也不感謝他;相反,他們在思想上變得虛妄,他們無知的心就昏暗了。 22 他們自稱是有智慧的,卻成了愚拙, 23 甚至用偶像,就是會朽壞的人、飛禽、走獸、爬行動物的形像,來取代那不朽之神的榮耀。
24 因此,神任憑他們順著心中的情欲去做汙穢的事,以致彼此玷汙自己的身體。 25 他們用虛假取代神的真理,去崇拜、事奉被造之物,而不事奉造物之主——主是當受頌讚的,直到永遠!阿們。
18For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold down the truth in unrighteousness; 19because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God manifested it unto them. 20For the invisible things of him since the creation of the world are clearly seen, being perceived through the things that are made, even his everlasting power and divinity; that they may be without excuse: 21because that, knowing God, they glorified him not as God, neither gave thanks; but became vain in their reasonings, and their senseless heart was darkened. 22Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools, 23and changed the glory of the incorruptible God for the likeness of an image of corruptible man, and of birds, and four-footed beasts, and creeping things.
24Wherefore God gave them up in the lusts of their hearts unto uncleanness, that their bodies should be dishonoured among themselves: 25for that they exchanged the truth of God for a lie, and worshipped and served the creature rather than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.
Hope everyone could open the spiritual eyes, earthly eyes can not understand God's words.
Amen.