About Words and Deeds

    It seems that I have made a lot of decisions in these two days. I decided to make Wangji learn five English words every day; I decided to prepare for IELTS, which I failed to accomplish in my university life; I also decided to save money to buy fund. All these things seem to big for me to handle. However I may arrange accordingly. And I also hope that I am a person whose behaivor/deeds is/are in accordance with his/her words.
    It's been a week that Wangji has learning English every night. At around 22:00 every day, he may calls me for the English words that he has recited earlier the day. I have to say that his English is so poor that he even doesn't know how to make a sentence! I mean, what he makes is not a sentence but some words, getting together but rather than a sentence. Why I fell in love with such a person? I don't know. But I know he will change into a great man.
    From today on, I will learn ten IELTS words every day. And tonight I have recited ten. Yes, it feels wonderful! I know such feeling has died away since I graduated from high school. I once a very hard working girl. But after I entered to university, I found I was no long the fighting kind.I feel so ashamed! Now, I don't want to be the one as before. I want to change and fight to have a better and tasted life to live. I want to be respected and admired by people around me.