Embarrassed situation

What a day! A classmate and friend of high school, We have not met each other and talk to each other for a long long time. Today, I sent a message to her in qq(What I was DOING?!), Just after the moment I press Ctrl+Enter and I regrated to do that. Oh my . what I gonna say, how to say, say what.

And then She response me a word on routing, and then we talk about how are you doing what is your job bra bra ...some nonsense, meaningless words. finnally, I stuck, I don't know what to say (I KNEW it),In that moment, my forhead was sweating, my heart was beatting, say something, quick, just say something or you will lose a friend forever. Shoot, come up with anything and prompt out of your mouth. and then I create the most stupid sentence "I don't what to say". OK Bingo. I mess it up.