I felt so bad. I had not good sleeping for days. This is IT. I can not say more something about IT in China. I hated it.
I always have dreamt to get rid of the work on software development for years. It is deflect from my original dream.
As a matter of fact, many young men lost their dreams. Nowadays, the most rich industry in China is just the estate. Yes, it is based on our house. Other rich industries all have the special relantions to our government, such as China Telecom, China Petrol, China Coal Mine, and so forth.
In ancient China, the goal of study for ten years is to become an officer. That is so populer in the youger in those years. To current year, the idea is not changed. But, many people are aware that it is not useful to get diplomas for an averger man.
I am aware to it too. I am going to deal with a little shop or a restauant by myself in the future. However, it is just a dream so far. It became a difficulity not easy to get over.