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I’ve been bad at updating of late, there has been a lot going on in my life.
A few weeks ago I was offered a new job, with a company that shall remain nameless. With the prospect of a nice office environment in a nice area, an interesting range of projects and seemingly friendly and laid back colleagues I thought that this was all I wanted.
Unfortunately they turned out not to be all they promised to be and to cut a long story short I decided it would be a very bad idea to go there unless I wanted by entire life taken over… but by this point I had handed in my notice at my current job.

我最近一直在更新方面很不好，我的生活中发生了很多事情。
几周前，我被提供了一份新工作，一家公司将保持匿名。 在一个不错的地区拥有一个不错的办公环境的前景，一系列有趣的项目以及看似友好而悠闲的同事们，我认为这就是我想要的。
不幸的是，事实证明他们并不是他们所承诺的那样，简而言之，除非我一生都想离开那里，否则我认为去那去那将是一个非常糟糕的主意……但至此，我已经将通知书交给了我。在我目前的工作上。

This company would let me stay, but they are moving further out to an area I couldn’t get to, I’ll be here until the end of August… and then what?

这家公司会让我留下，但他们正在向我无法到达的区域进发，直到8月底我都会在这里……然后呢？

Its not all bad news, sometimes it takes a crisis to make one reassess, and I’ve been doing a lot of that lately. For this past year I’ve been working and feeling guilty about the fact that I am not with my daughter, then handing over half my salary to the childminder who takes care of her during the day. Its crazy.

这并不是所有的坏消息，有时需要重新评估一个危机，而我最近一直在做很多事情。 在过去的一年中，我一直在为自己不与女儿在一起而感到内，然后将一半的工资交给白天照顾她的保姆。 这很疯狂。

The point to all this preamble is that I’m going to go back to working from home, hopefully to make enough of a go of it to be able to do so for at least the next year until the Small Person goes to school, and possibly long term.

所有这些前言的重点是，我将回到家中工作，希望能充分利用它，至少在下一年之前，直到小人上学为止，可能是长期的。

Self employment means that the little dream I have kept myself going with for this last year will probably have to be put on hold indefinately.. I used to have big dreams, these days they are tempered to wanting to be able to get a mortgage on a little house, with a garden for the Small Person to play in and enough room to have a small office for me to work in. I know that banks are unlikely to give mortgages to the self employed, one of the reasons I went back to work in the first place.

自谋职业意味着去年我一直坚持的小梦想可能会被无限期地搁置。我曾经有过大梦想，这些天，他们变得渴望得到抵押贷款一间小房子，有一个供小人物玩的花园，有足够的空间供我工作的小办公室。我知道银行不太可能为自雇人​​士提供抵押，这是我回去的原因之一首先工作。

What I do know though, is that the above is my dream, not the Small Person’s, I know that she would love it if I could pick her up after nursery instead of her childminder, she is much more relaxed and happy when I am not running late and stressing about getting on a train to the office on time, she doesn’t care whether we rent a flat or have our own home and she has a nice room in our little flat. She sees the world in the light of what is happening today, so for her thats what I need to do, make sure each of her days are fun, safe and full of love and as long as we have enough to survive, my dreams can wait a while.

我所知道的是，以上是我的梦想，而不是小人物的梦想。我知道，如果我能在托儿所后代替她的孩子照顾她，她会喜欢的，但当我不在时，她会更加轻松和快乐。她迟到了，并强调要准时坐火车去办公室，她不在乎我们是租公寓还是自己的房子，她在我们的小公寓里有一个不错的房间。 她从当今的世界中了解世界，因此，对于她来说，这就是我要做的，确保她的每一天都充满乐趣，安全且充满爱心，只要我们有足够的生存能力，我的梦想就可以等一会儿。

翻译自: https://rachelandrew.co.uk/archives/2001/07/31/changes/

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