Fearing of growing old

Born in the 1980's.
2 years later i'll be running down to my 30's.
I always get confused about my age, from the "14" on my elementry check list to being mistaken for mgr sitting in a cubical.
Me in the mirror has enough white hair, a big belly which turns out that i'm approching my mid-age physically. I'm fearing of growing old. there will be expections, responsibilities roles and models. Any one of them can get me down easily.

I found that sjtusuperman has already been used when i tried to register this username on hotmail. It seems like too many supermans here on this campus down in the country side. I should get used to be a normal man instead.