英语随笔，发散了 3.26

today ,i overcome my nervousness and then get on the dress which was given by my friend.

it is a bit different from my normal clothing type.cause it is pretty hot and i have many dresses,if i do not dress them in the daily life,maybe i do not have chance to dress them any more.i seldom go outside ,have a meal and shop with my friends.it maybe a bit pity that the pretty dresses don't have a chance to emerge .

it is a skillful that talk with other people .so i give up.i do not think i have chance ,and may or may not it is the best choice that i give up.

maybe it is the best result for both of us.a bit pity but i tried and have no effort to try that.

yesterday ,i found myself a bit uncomfortable,so i went to bed earily around 10pm.so this morning i got up earlier than normal day , also i felt fresh up.haha.maybe i will not feel tired any more throughout this day.i hope so.

i found that my life was on the happy way .maybe it is a bit boring,but it is regular.

maybe the life i was hoping for years is really coming true in my real life.

what will i do in the free time ? i do not know. i am a bit boring in the evening.because i do not arrange anything in the evening.but i think if i arrange work in the evening , i will feel tired ,because you know i will work for a whole day.that's not good at my mood also my brain my body .

yesterday ,i found out some notes i wrote  in my senior high school.on that time ,i was hoping to got through that tough period.i am so thankful for me at that time.i wanted to came back to tell me ,you are gonna to live in a pretty comfortable way that you have dreaming for many times .i do not what i can do to help her if i come back,maybe i can just say stick on ,please.i understand  your painful ,understand  your crying  ,understand your everything.but we can do nothing but to let the time just go on ,and then waiting in a painful way to a new begin .

i do not think we need to go through a painful period and then we can grow up.

no,actually ,we can learn but not through that way.it is a fack story.just cause we need to face it .we do not need to be thankful for the fucking period,but we can be thankful for the people who had nothing to do but to face straightly the nightmare .

salute to all the guys who are facing or faced the painful period.