【Technology044】Do you feel boring when writing the thesis?
Barack
——I try to overcome the weary emotions.
I need to give the first edition version of my master thesis on December 1st. The schedule is tight but I always try to find excuses to avoid to do it. Those things include playing offline games and read novels in QiDian.
Those games such as “Heroes of Might and Magic III”, “Sid Meiers Civilization V”, “SimCity”, “LEGENDS OF THE THREE KINGDOMS”, “Mo Ta” and “Plague Inc”. The novel I read in QiDian is “Jue Si Tang Men” which is over 5.07 million words.
I don’t want to say that I don’t like to write the thesis as an excuse. Such problems begin in 2013 when I enter college. So, why I don’t have such a feeling to escape before I enter college?
I guess it’s because I have no choice before I enter college. But since I have more choice when I enter college. My weak makes me try to do something easier rather than do something hard. I know that one of my fatal personality defects is my weakness when I’m faced with hard problems.
I need to find some way to overcome it. Now I decide to practice from daily routines. If I realize that I don’t want to do something for it’s hard rather than for I needn’t do it, I must force myself to do it. At the same time, if I realize that I want to do something for it’s easy rather than I want to do it, I must force myself to do it.
But I also know that doing things by willpower is just a temporary method. I need to filter things that I can easily form a daily habit, such as reading, writing, and exercise, and give up those things which it’s hard for me to form a habit, like to be a good programmer.
19/11/23